Lesson learnt

Hard work + effort cannot guarantee success!

No Matter

No Matter by Angel







Doesn't matter whom you are with
Doesn't matter where you are going
Don't you know I'm still waiting here for you
And pray for you

In the sunny days, sun will light your day
In the windy days, wind will lead your way
I have to say you're my treasure moments
Never gonna walk away

In the rainy days, rains will share my tears
In the stormy days, storms will steal my pain
Just go your way and leave things all behind
Spread your wings and fly away

I'm pretending you're mine
And wishing you'll be fine
The moments we share never die
You make a difference to my life
And let me realize
The feeling I've got...
Deep inside

New Year Resolution

It is the time of the year to make some resolution for next yr!

1. To learn cooking! Real cooking as in a decent meal with curry chicken! Haha cos my favorite so must learn! This pt1 is something I really wish I can achieve! GO GO GO!

2. Complete a marathon under 5hrs. This one I think it is hard to accomplish. Must motivate myself and find time to train for longer distance. Not like this yr longest distance I trained for is only FIVE km.

3. Get life partner! Haha yeah hopefully? Cos not young anymore. But this one is even harder than the pt2. *pray hard hard*

4. Learn guitar. This one I must go and get the dummy series: guitar for dummy. This shd be able to be done, provided I am motivated enough. Haha a friend lent me a guitar but it is still lying there after a month, collecting dust!!

Last yr I set 2 resolution for this year.. so this yr I set more la! Hopefully next yr I can proudly say that I have reached all my targets!

Somewhere Out There

An American Tail - Somewhere Out There


Somewhere out there,
Beneath the pale blue night,
Someone’s thinking of me,
And loving me tonight.
Somewhere out there,
Someone’s saying a prayer,
Then we’ll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there.

CHORUS
And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing
On the same bright star,
And when the night will start to sing
A lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we’re sleeping underneath the
Same big sky.

Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through,
Then, we’ll be together,
Somewhere out there, out where dreams, come true.

bad habit

I just noticed that I have a bad habit or rather reaction when I am pissed off with a person. I will not go head on but rather ignore and turn cold towards the person. But I think this is much more detrimental! I dislike myself for being so.

Aiyah I don't know what is wrong with me. Just felt pissed with everything. Everything seems so superficial. Tired. Maybe cos of the holidays season? Might be.

Eason Chan - Lonely Christmas

Kokster again~

Wah lao.. ytd kok up again! Took the wrong bus at tanglin CC AGAIN. The first time was in NUS. Was supposed to take 190.. but nv c properly.. only c tibs bus coming w many ppl then I boarded. Dunno what was I thinking.. really.. that make me taking the bus w/o looking clearly... Haiz. *troubled*

Anyway today went for my fren wedding dinner! Haha didnt get to talk much w him. ut I am glad to meet up w the rest of the gang! Haha long time since we met up... w pl quitting and ppl overseas training. And yes CONGRATS to CK for finding the one to walk the rest of his life! *envy*

Just a few days ago was looking at another fren ROM ceremony photos, showing her day of preparations and vows. She looked so different! But the photos are really great.. Can see the happiness in the photos, those journalist type photography.. so the real happenings and not those posed pics!! Love the photos.. Haha maybe I put in too much feelings! But it really tempts me to get married too! Hahaha... Mad!

Ha next sunday another wedding dinner! *faints* Haha I think I will turn greenish soon?

丑得漂亮 (肥田喜事)

Full Version


Short Version (load faster =p)


丑得漂亮(粤)

作曲:陆伟峰
填词:林若宁
演唱:胡杏儿 许志安

(杏)优美才容易获取所爱
总要和各界眼光比赛
长相你叫我怎么改
自尊心也被人笑声掩盖
(安)只怪凡人用眼睛恋爱
身世才沦为被爱的障碍
观众那界线改不改
亦好好对待叫人人意外
(杏)常人完美的标准
(安)怎去量度幸福的轻重
(杏)一千吨(安)这样重(杏)张开手
(安)能用力地抱拥
(杏)天生不算做漂亮
都多得你愿见谅
当丑小鸭被撇下流亡
然后又被领养
人从来天生天养
然而难得你对我紧张
(安)不必选美觅对象
丑样都这样漂亮
不必当世俗偶像
这世界谁亦有被爱的福相
(合)蒙起这双眼冥想
(杏)谁会让你恋上(安)忘记言论重量
(杏)总要被旁人目光批斗
得我凭快镜遇上佳偶
所爱我怕我讲出口
会给婉拒换来我心伤透
(安)关爱仍然是你所尊有
总有情人明白你小宇宙
给我抱抱你一双手
另一种美貌我全部接受
(杏)天生不会做偶像
仿佛整个闹市内
完全无人剩下我俩
评头和品足咀脸
原来无需要太过紧张
(安)请不必背负重任
心底可拼命发亮
这世界其实有万百种色相
(合)旁观者怎会了解
(杏)何以共我恋上(安)谁会是最理想


Watching 肥田喜事 recently and find the song and lyrics are nice!! Meaningful!

Review of new yr resolution

I was just looking at my new yr resolution..Seems like a bit early for end of yr review but heck it.. cos I completed them liao! Haha I only made 2 - change job and run marathon. So I can say both are accomplished!!! =) I thought I made a lot of resolutions.. Hmmmm... well but only 2 was written down i guess.

So yah congrats to me again! Wahaha.. Although I think the target is set too lowly..

Next yr shd set more resolutions! Maybe getting a gf! Wahaha.. that day my colleague was asking whether I got gf or not.. and abt viet and china brides cos one of them closing to 40 and still not married! I hope I would not be like him. *pray hard*

Marathon Timing

TIME: 6h:4m:8s (gun) / 5h:55m:27s (net)

Result in Entire Field - 6166th place
3538 finishers behind. About 64% of finishers ahead.

Result in Gender (Male) - 5433rd place
2965 finishers behind. About 65% of finishers ahead.

Result in Division (M2529) - 1014th place
708 finishers behind. About 59% of finishers ahead.

YOUR SPLIT TIMES
Average Km 8 min 25 sec
Average Mile 13 min 33sec

YOUR SPEED Averge Speed 7.1Kph
Averge Speed 4.4Mph

FACTS

Who's who

Of the 9704 who finished, 13% were female and 87% were male.

Opposite Sex

For the record, you were ahead of about 44% of female finishers.

Even though it met my initial target of under 6hrs.. But still a bit disappointed cos I was secretly hoping to clock under 5:30. And from the ranking, it is pretty lousy! Haha all problems started with comparison with others. The feeling of having one over the others. But then again with the effort I put in, I guess I cannot ask for more. =p

CONTRADICTIONS

Just realized when I was looking at my nick... it is so contradicting!

"Dont Let Things Happen, Make Them Happen"
VS
"活得自在如水 - 见方就方, 是圆随缘."

MARATHON COMPLETED!

YUP COMPLETED THE MARATHON which I set for my new yr resolution!!!

Terrible. I was walking for the last 12km, all the way. After 20km, the feeling of muscle cramp was appearing. Managed to put it off with the deep heat till 30km, after which no more effect. So ended up walking the rest. *think tmrw wake up will have problem walking*

IF I am running the next yr, must train up to AT LEAST 21km and not like this time round 5km! But then again that is a BIG BIG IF...

Anyway I completed!! *PAT PAT* WELL DONE! =p

retribution?

That day was just telling my friend no pt in working so late and should knock off on time.
Today, one of my colleague was telling me I shd not knock off so EARLY EVERYDAY (note: I go off at 6 SHARP so it is on time and I reach on time.) cos my div manager dun like ppl to knock off on time. And he also told me I should not sit in pantry read papers for too long, way past lunch time.

OK point 2 I agreed. But then pt 1... WAH only stay back late = hardworking ??? I totally dun agree! As long the work gets done, why bother work early or late?
!@#%#$#&^$%&

Aiyah late liao... If i not i wan to scold some more! hahaa...

知多少

看似畫筆的樹梢　把天塗成藍色調
莫非用眼淚做顏料　畫一道彩虹會更好
看那朵雲　像不像白色羽毛　堆砌在空中　捨不得飄
我好想他　於是我原地旋繞　讓他有空時瞧一瞧

風兒握住的樹梢　天空是思念紙條
為我塗滿我的微笑　想要問候他好不好
看那朵雲　是我想飛的羽毛　堆砌在空中　放慢地飄
我好想他　於是我將心纏繞　靜靜地守候著人潮


I like the first 2 lines.. think that they are quite 诗情画意。
From xiaohan's blog, this is what she saw.

"遠遠的幾棵好高的松樹，在風中搖曳，
好像是風兒倒握著筆桿，在為天空塗上藍色的顏料。

那天的天空好藍好藍，只有幾片白雲在孤單地浮動著。
速度之緩慢好像有點不甘心飄走的感覺。"

Maybe it is raining day, that's why more 感性。
But then Malay wedding below blasting loud music.. Haha..

它会，美吗?

人生的脚步，总有些许凌乱
当面对人生的十字路口，到底向左还是向右 ?
人总说地球是圆的，那么是不是总有交汇的时候?
两条平行线会有交汇的一天吗？

人的一生总会面临太多的选择，
在十字路口，不知道该何去何从...
向左走？向右走？
无法想象，在将要选择的路上，会是怎样的一番风景，
它会，美吗?

是什么总让人感到彷徨？迷茫?
是不明的终点？幸福？欢乐？还是成功？
为了生存~~或者如其他人说的那样，为了生活~~
我们已经忘了我们最初的理想和热忱。

Nice Advert with meaningful words!~

Saw the below advert from another blog in omy.
There is showing 仔仔 but this one is Angela endorsing and advertising for this jeans.
Nice advert with meaningful words!

在我们之间
留一些空间
你会更用力爱我
收放之间 最美好的平衡




But I prefer this one more!

不让你靠近，你才会靠我更近
走在你前面，你才会懂得把我放在前面
准备骄傲的背影 . . . 让他追




There is a third advert for this jeans but I think not as nice...
But the words are much stronger in terms of marketing the jeans!

不能提臀的牛仔裤
就不叫牛仔裤

invisible?

Taken for granted? Or is it the norm?

I am just stating my pt...
if u dun wan to say i will nv understand...


"活得自在如水 - 见方就方, 是圆随缘."
Hope I can live out the above statement!

梁靜茹-崇拜 [最遠遙的距離]

SUPPORT FREE RICE!!

FREE RICE for the hungry!
Please support the link on the right!

It can improve your vocabulary and help the poor at the same time!
何乐而不为？

self-motivation! COME ON!

True greatness is starting where you are, using what you have, and doing what you can!

I-M-POSSIBLE!

I NEED A LIFE TOO!!

Should I or should I not? ARRRGGH.....
The effect of thinking and worrying too much?

泛泛之辈！

[范范之辈]

我的头顶老是有一片乌云
我的脚也常常踩不到地
我的嗜好是乱发脾气
我的牢骚连我妈妈都不想听

从来没有嫁入豪门的命
倒常幻想留头会中的凉山彝
哦 背个LV就觉得自己很了不起
死不承认自己只是个老百姓

我就是范范之辈
我上班MSN 偶尔也打打瞌睡
噢 范范之辈
我碰到连续假期还会喊万岁

范范之辈
我就是范范~之辈
你也是范范之辈
我们一起来做快乐范范之辈

我的男人缘 噢 几乎是零
我的腿长也长不过林志玲
罩杯永远再怎么挤也不会有G
我的青春永远不敌那S.H.E

唱歌到底比不上原住民
没得到金曲还要说声恭喜你
主持功力绝对输给陶晶莹
幸好身边还有几个棒棒的弟弟

我就是范范之辈
可以的话我想要唱到六十岁
噢 范范之辈
你说我太天真其实我也无所谓

范范之辈
我就是范范~之辈
你也是范范之辈
做个快乐范范之辈没什么不对

受点委屈 就当作是在补身体
有时候吃点小亏 就是占占便宜
赚钱不需要靠内线交易
我这样说你会不会觉得没说服力

这个世界 有时候 不太公平
爸爸说拜托比上不足比下还有余
没有小螺丝钉　哪来的大机器
更何况快乐其实不需要一身正气

范范之辈
我就是范范~之辈
你也是范范之辈
做个快乐范范之辈没什么不对

我们是范范之辈
我就是范范~之辈
你也是范范之辈
和我一起开心做个范范之辈

Oh come on 一起开心做个范范之辈
噢 做个快乐范范之辈没什么不对
(不想上班了,明天~)


我真的不想上班了,明天！

遗憾 VS 后悔

Just rem my friend told me once...
"人生可以有遗憾，但不可以有后悔。。。"
What is the difference?

遗憾 yí hàn : 遗恨;由无法控制的或无力补救的情况所引起的后悔.
后悔 hòu huǐ : 为了过去的作为或为了没有做到的事而感到懊悔.
(Definition from http://fawen.cn/hanyu-zidian.html)

In short, I think the former is out of one's control while the latter is one's fault.
Hmmm what are all these craps? Aiyah forgot what pt I want to make liao..

SIGH~

Is it I nv learn from lesson falling for the same?
Or is it me?

*ponders*

Way Back Into Love

Which version is nicer? ^^

品冠 梁靜茹


MOVIE - Song&Lyrics

罗志祥 - 呛司呛司 (Chance Chance)

作曲：Mackichan,Blair 中文词：葛大爲

oh...oh yeah...
请多指教 美女
五十亿人 难得遇见了我
你运气还不错
专情 我也不是
故意想要 推荐自己
放眼 没人能比
远远就看穿你
不温驯 却有一种魅力
我不是痞 只是很有本事
有个性 能让你动心

Oh Yeah
My Girl 别怀疑
我们的频率 现在最靠近
想爱我的数不清
我想爱的是你
不是Chance Chance 而已

My Girl 看仔细
装深情 家里贴多的是苍蝇
我没有那种勇气
让你满意
不是Chance Chance 而已

请多指教 美女
一看见你 我就心神不宁
我才不会忘记你
他们 缺少温柔
不够幽默 没有体力
不可能 跟我匹敌
你是天生明星
只是我 也没那麽容易
爱不是游戏
给我机会表现 来让你动心

Oh Yeah
My Girl 别怀疑
我们的频率 现在就拉近
我的头彩就是你
爱是高额奖金
不是Chance Chance 而已

My Girl 想约你
牵狗狗逛河滨 吃碗芒果冰
我只有这点本领
逗你开心
不是Chance Chance 而已

有信心 就要感动你
直到痛哭流涕
现在就打开 最强 电力
My Girl

You Are a Carnation

You are down to earth and grounded. You tend to be more traditional than trendy. Your confidence gets you through anything. People trust you and are very loyal to you.

What Flower Are You?

Love is like π

Your Love Quote

Love is like pi -- natural, irrational, and very important.

What Love Quote Suits You?

I like this quote comparing love to pi... haha but i think natural numbers are {1,2,3...} =p

You Are An ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. In love, you value harmony and mutual understanding. You will apologize or give someone the benefit of the doubt, if it means getting over a fight sooner. At work, you are good at building relationships and connecting with people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher. How you see yourself: Organized, dependable, co-operative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Opinionated, critical, and know-it-all

What's Your Personality Type?

反省。。。

真的那么差吗？到底那儿错了？真的应该要好好反省。。。

Quotes reminder..

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the
realization of how much you already have."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we
look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has
been opened for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's
also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Otters Holding Hands *sweet*

Haha but they hold hands because it is their nature instinct..

散发光芒是一种技巧，要亮眼而不刺眼!

Actually many many things I want to blog about, but I was not really in the mood.. Clearing leaves for this week and part of last week.. But time seems to fly! Nothing much accomplished and most of time was slacking around... or yah "resting" at home..

Went back for last day ytd! My colleagues treated me to a 9 course lunch! *touched* Both my senior engineers really taught me a lot and all the great colleagues! Although we might have our differences, who doesnt?

For the last few days at home, I have been listening to 陈绮贞 song.. like her songs and voice... And she look super cool with the guitar! talented singer who writes her own songs~ I like her live singing.. got the power in her voice!

我的骄傲无可救药


旅行的意義


躺在你的衣櫃


After 17


Yah I completed the 21km on the 26th Aug! Timing still within expectations so ok lar.. cos only aim to finish the run.

But one army captain collapsed after the run and died. Suddenly there are so many deaths.. Antonio Puerta a soccer player in Spain collapsed during a match and passed away on Sat. And on Monday, 16-year-old Walsall apprentice collapsed and died too..
All are during sports which is supposed to make one more healthy. Life is really precious and unpredictable... A good friend also just passed away.. Maybe it is the unexpected that makes it so hard to be accepted.. and seems so unreal..

Anyway, Monday will be gg to new workplace! Gambatte!

You Are a Green Crayon

Your world is colored in harmonious, peaceful, natural colors. While some may associate green with money, you are one of the least materialistic people around. Comfort is important to you. You like to feel as relaxed as possible - and you try to make others feel at ease. You're very happy with who you are, and it certainly shows! Your color wheel opposite is red. Every time you feel grounded, a red person does their best to shake you.

What Color Crayon Are You?

許冠傑- 浪子心聲

难分真与假
人面多险诈
几许有共享荣华
檐畔水滴不分差
无知井里蛙
徒望添声价
空得意目光如麻
谁料金屋变败瓦
命里有时终须有
命里无时莫强求
雷声风雨打
何用多惊怕
心公正白璧无瑕
行善积德最乐也
人比海里沙
毋用多牵挂
君可见漫天落霞
名利息间似雾化


歌詞唱出人生的道理及無耐。。。

The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test

Your Score: 1- the Perfectionist

Thanks for taking the test !

you chose CZ - your Enneagram type is ONE (aka "The Reformer").

"I do everything the right way"

Perfectionists are realistic, conscientious, and principled. They strive
to live up to their high ideals.

How to Get Along with Me

• Take your share of the responsibility so I don't end up with all the
  work.



• Acknowledge my achievements.



• I'm hard on myself. Reassure me that I'm fine the way I am.



• Tell me that you value my advice.



• Be fair and considerate, as I am.



• Apologize if you have been unthoughtful. It will help me to forgive.
  



• Gently encourage me to lighten up and to laugh at myself when I get
  uptight, but hear my worries first.

What I Like About Being a ONE

• being self-disciplined and able to accomplish a great deal



• working hard to make the world a better place



• having high standards and ethics; not compromising myself



• being reasonable, responsible, and dedicated in everything I do



• being able to put facts together, coming to good understandings, and
  figuring out wise solutions



• being the best I can be and bringing out the best in other people

What's Hard About Being a ONE

• being disappointed with myself or others when my expectations are not met



• feeling burdened by too much responsibility



• thinking that what I do is never good enough



• not being appreciated for what I do for people



• being upset because others aren't trying as hard as I am



• obsessing about what I did or what I should do



• being tense, anxious, and taking things too seriously

ONEs as Children Often

• criticize themselves in anticipation of criticism from others



• refrain from doing things that they think might not come out perfect
  



• focus on living up to the expectations of their parents and teachers
  



• are very responsible; may assume the role of parent



• hold back negative emotions ("good children aren't angry")
  

ONEs as Parents

• teach their children responsibility and strong moral values



• are consistent and fair



• discipline firmly

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

Harper
SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

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You chose CZ

Would you rather have chosen:

AZ (THREE)

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CX (TWO)

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一人一半，感情不散

Relief

Ha finally tendered! Was feeling bad and thinking what to say.. But in the end none was required.

"I am resigning.."

"Yah, I am expecting... when's your last day?"

"7th Sep.."

"Ok."

"Thanks."

Ha in fact felt relief.. and maybe disappointment and anger also.. didnt even want to ask me for reason.. Ha can only either say he is cool or cold.
But it does relieve me of further guilt..

mixed feelings...

When I think abt gg to leave.. a bit of sadness in me...

Although my colleagues are all complaining abt AA, so far he is still not bad to me. Ha maybe I have doing any big yet.. so no major issues and problems. But I see others.. once condemned by him.. then that is it! Actually I am the lucky one.. I went for 2 vendor training on 2 newer test platforms.. And I got 2 senior engineers in my team.. and my division engineer also teach me quite a lot..

I dunno whether I am feeling sad because I am leaving.. or is it because I am worried abt feeling my comfort zone to a unknown area? haha I think it is more of the latter.. I have so many colleagues left... But then the 2 senior engineers who taught me so much.. I am really grateful to them. At the same time, so paiseh that my leaving will leave them with more work.. After 1 year, when I can work independently 99% of time.. I am gg to leave then they got to reteach the next new guy coming in..

A New Beginning!

OK done. SIGNED.

BUT I really think the company benefits not that good.. Haha..

Anyway a new start lor!!
Must brace myself for the new surroundings, people, challenges... adapt myself all over again!



WISH ME LUCK!

-.-??

Wah I rejected A interview cos went 2 times then like waste of time.. gg 3rd time? a bit sianz... but then if i didnt get my offer now.. I think I will go down but then not with much passion anyway..
The first interviewer called me just now and asked me want to reconsider or not.... But then I rejected bah... maybe i didnt like the job as much.. maybe they came in late lor...
Haha but my parents were skeptical.. he must have not found any1 yet so call me again..
Anyway, I think the guy still ok lar...

S called me for interview on Monday.. Hmm went b4 liao.. but this time rd another position.. Maybe dun go.. tiring to go interviews oso! Y suddenly it seems my life very messy??

=(

Wah... Really easily affected by people???
Wah lao after talking to more ppl.. the more imbalance I am feeling!!!
UUURURRRGGGHHHHH!!!

Hesitant..

Haha.. maybe the lucky stars really did work??

A bit scared of the unknown ahead of me....

让自己微笑

幸运星 主题曲
《让自己微笑》
主唱：石欣卉

你羡慕她的美貌
像鱼羡慕鸟飞得够高
鸟却永远不了解海的奇妙

你羡慕她的情调
像沙羡慕石的牢靠
石却享受不了风自由的怀抱

牛奶替代不了面包
就想哭替代不了笑
其实是虚荣戒不掉
才会忽略每个人不同的好

完美是一个目标
有谁能够全部做到
可知道谁都有自己
不一样的心事烦恼

这世界谁来决定
谁比谁好谁更荣耀
说到底自信最重要
只有自己才能让
自己微笑


Really quite meaningful lyrics.. Especially the last 2 lines!

Went c doc today.. saw 1 old man and another old lady which have problems walking.. they are like moving at 10cm each time? Wonder next time when my parents are old... and when I am old... the patience required to look after old people is really not easy, especially in our now "instant" world..

*Pray hard tmrw I will be lucky! 幸运星 pls shine on me!*

Thoughts...

2 firemen went into the forest to put out a fire. Both come to a stream. one of them the face is black and dirty while the other one is clean. Who will clean his face?


Interesting part from the book I am reading now.. What is your ans?
The guy in the story replied the one with the clean face.. cos he looked at his companion with the dirty face and will assumed that his own face is dirty... and vice versa.

Yup signed up for the SBR this Aug.. wah left 1 mth! I think must motivate myself to train hard! so long nv go joging regularly liao! Haha ok at least on my way to my new yr resolution! BUT the other one abt changing job still .........

Maybe due to rainy days.. Sometimes I wonder is it because I can be alone too well...

可憐的小弟

eh... there's a bit yellow in the song?

self motivating....

To motivate myself for all things...


아자아자 화이팅! Boleh! ガンバッテ! 加油! GOGOGO!


I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!! IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!

Questions!

1/ The rungs of a 10 foot ladder attached to a ship are 1 foot apart. If the water is rising at the rate of one foot an hour, how long will it take until the water covers over the ladder?

2/ How does a dog stop a VCR ?

3/ What is so fragile that when you say its name you break it?

4/ Until I am measured, I am not known. Yet how you miss me, When I have flown.

5/ At noon and midnight the hour and minute hands are exactly coincident with each other. How many other times between noon and midnight do the hour and minute hands cross?

天上的星星到底有几多？

《格林童话》里有一则童话叫“牧童”，故事里的牧童对一切问题都能聪明的回答。 国王知道了，就着人把牧童叫来。国王向牧童提出三个问题。 其中一个问题是：“天上有多少星星？”牧童要了一张白纸， 用钢笔在上面点了好多小点子，密得几乎看不清楚，根本没法子数。 然后他说：“天上的星星和纸上的点子一样多，你们去数吧！”

我 们永远不知道天上有多少颗星星。 如果今天还有一个男人说：“我愿意为你做任何事，包括把天上的星星摘下来给你。” 我们大概会笑得流下眼泪。这么过时和肉麻的誓言，还有谁要相信？ 在一片辽阔的夜空下看星的时候，旁边最好坐着一个不多言的男人。 永恒在前，人世间的承诺就显得太渺小了。

天上的星星永远数不尽，我们想要的东西比星星一样多，岂能尽如人意？ 下一次，当你很努力想得到一个人或一样东西而得不到的时候，不必失望。 生命里那些失望的时刻，就像天上的星星那样多。

有人说星星是死去的人的眼睛在天上闪亮， 我宁愿相信星星是逝去的爱情、是刻骨铭心的情人、 是每一次的微笑和失望、是情人之间的亲密作爱。 我有一位朋友每次跟男朋友睡觉之后都在那天的日记上画一颗星星。

爱很简单 - 葱头 version

Quite some time no post.. just found this nice clip.. haha good luck to the guy!

LOST

Really losted..

Suddenly felt so aimless.. this wkend is so lousy feel..
is it just that suddenly everything comes at the same time?
or maybe cos I am sick.. and it adds to the aimless and lost?

No ideas...

*****************************************************************

just need some time to rest and feel down bah.. tmrw WILL be OK! ^^

Would you be there v2

Great work to combine the song to have "full version"!

For mp3, dl at j33ss(dot)multiply(dot)com or smellyroxy(dot)multiply(dot)com...



Would You Be There
Redwan Ali

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there...

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
To kiss my pain away?

Would you be there... For Me...

Would you Be There?

Would you be there?

Would you be there?
Ending song of the show Mars vs Venus
Redwan Ali

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears instead.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I'm away, would you still think of me,
And wish that you could call me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..



Lyrics are courtesy of others' blogs... lol

Nice song but cannot find anywhere to download. I search online and it seems so many ppl are looking for the song too! Anyway if u wan can go to youtube search.. got ppl record down.. but quality no good man!

Yah interesting show!!! recommended!

What Tarot Card are You?

You are The Hierophant

Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.

All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

The Your SESAME STREET Persona Test

Your Score: Big Bird

You scored 79% Organization, 46% abstract, and 67% extroverted!

This test measured 3 variables.

First, this test measured how organized you are. Some muppets like Cookie Monster make big messes, while others like Bert are quite anal about things being clean.

Second, this test measured if you prefer a concrete or an abstract viewpoint. For the purposes of this test, concrete people are considered to gravitate more to mathematical and logical approaches, whereas abstract people are more the dreamers and artistic type.

Third, this test measured if you are more of an introvert or an extrovert. By definition, an introvert concentrates more on herself and an extrovert focuses more on others. In this test an introvert was somebody that either tends to spend more time alone or thinks more about herself.

You are very organized, both concrete and abstract, and more extroverted.

Here is why are you Big Bird.

You are both very organized. You almost always know where your belongings are and you prefer things neat. You may even enjoy cleaning and find it therapeutic. Big Bird is never sloppy and always under control... pretty good for a 6 year old bird living without a family.


You both are sometimes concrete and sometimes abstract thinkers. Big Bird can be quite dreamy at times and has no problem using his imagination. At the same time he is also practical and can be methodical in his search for answers to questions. You have a good balance in your life. You know when to be logical at times, but you also aren't afraid to explore your dreams and desires... within limits of course.


You are both extroverts. Big Bird gets along with everyone. He makes friends easily and always has a positive attitude. You definitely enjoy the company of others, and you don't have problems meeting new people... in fact you probably look forward to it. You are willing to take charge when necessary or work as part of a team.

The other possible characters are

Oscar the Grouch

Bert

Snuffleupagus

Ernie

Elmo

Kermit the Frog

Grover

Cookie Monster

Guy Smiley

The Count

If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also if you want to tell me your favorite Sesame Street character, I can total them up and post them here. Perhaps your choice will win!}})

Link: The Your SESAME STREET Persona Test written by greencowsgomoo on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Today!

Wootz today slack day! Walking to co then my boss called me.. ask if I interested to replace her to go to a seminar at marina mandarin. Shiok man! Can go slack and have free food! Buffet lunch and tea breaks!! IT IS REALLY GREAT FOOD. But shucks only when I reboard the train I realised I was wearing tshirt! Haha but heck care~

Yeah slack one day!!!! But tmrw gg back office again... o.0

Take Famous Leader Test

What Famous Leader Are You?
personality tests by similarminds.com

Career Profile Report

Did a free sample career profile w one of the job advert website..


Dear XXXX,
RCI's PEAKS profiles provide for you a glimpse of your personality-based inclinations towards the job-specific excellence benchmarks in Corporations. Corporate leaders at all levels exhibit five sets of traits classified under the acronym PEAKS.
(P) Purpose
(E) Energy
(A) Affirmation
(K) Knowledge
(S) Sustainability

Top performing staff in progressive corporations exhibit a compelling Purpose, dynamic Energy, uplifting Affirmation to others, visionary or futuristic orientation to Knowledge & robust Sustainability.

Here's a glimpse of your Personality-Driven Potential related to:
PURPOSE

You are the kind of person who gets the job done! You're competent, self- disciplined, industrious and possess a high potential to make things happen.

You generally feel confident and prepared in the work you set your mind to do. You appreciate order but you are not bound by it. You are capable of covering priorities at work, but may have a tendency to over-commit at times
You are serious about being successful and prepared to do whatever it is within logical and practical means to attain your goals. You are task-oriented in your work behavior, capable of disciplining yourself to cope in varied work environments and conforming to multifarious job fits, though distractible at times.

Compared to the masses of people who score on Purpose, you are unusually competent, a go-getter who stops at nothing to achieve your goals. You represent the top 24% of test takers in the world who have this unique combination of personality characteristics.

But wait… all this is but the very tip of the iceberg!


And BLAH BLAH BLAH...
The moral of the test? To pay for the full test! Btw, it seems like so many good pts.. so is this test accurate? lol

Twins 6 yrs!

歌曲：我们相爱6年
歌手：twins 专辑：我们相爱6年 <新曲+精选>

饮歌跟你合唱唱到世态的转变都看过
仍是那样谐和
六岁很快过又似不快过
骤眼彼此也大个可爱在每分钟也不枉过
回望身世因工作未顾安危
被天气炎凉洗礼却有你天使般安慰
共渡浮世有幸携手便能抛开一切
未来未曾计大无畏
为了事业念力没有降低
假如感激我运气不如多得有著你
投缘难讲理叹世界
亦要牵手上机
一人一口气做到未泄气
没法不一起
这种不舍不弃大过天和地
我肯交换去做你
twins ☆...
像置身银河年月飞快过
共你分享对或错
苦与乐记得生涯怎黱过
从没心计天真岁月已一齐
幸福似季候交替
你却永远企在旁像护堤
望著时计便怀念怎样联手解决一切
未来未曾计大无畏
陪你落下热泪亦撑到底
假如感激我运气不如多得有著你
投缘难讲理叹世界
亦要牵手上机
一人一口气做到未泄气
没法不一起
这种不舍不弃大过天和地
我肯交换去做你
彷如宨女这份爱愿叫世间知己
记得不舍不弃没有猜和忌
我肯交换去做你我的感觉也属你

Disgusted w myself

There are many things which I wanted to blog about when it happened. But when I came home, the mood and feeling is gone..

Anyway, always see ppl rushing for seats in train. It seems whoever is faster have the rights to the seat. Sometimes when I watching the show, it seemd quite funny. Haha.. But then today the stupid train was filled with ppl. I decided to wait for the next one. But the next train was the newer model with larger seats! This also means there are less seats! Btw, I totally HATE it when i am standing behind the yelloe line (which allows space for ppl to alight), another person come just in and stand in front of me! WTF!!! I grown up w glass meh? Anyway the crux of all these is the guy stood infront and get into the train first.. he was taking his own sweet time and deciding which seats to take!! KNS! There I were trying to scramble for a seat! I think I reach the seat abt same time as another man. But I have no intention of giving up so just heck care proceed on to sit down! Wow first time felt a bti disgusted with myself after I got the seat... Haiz.. changed..

Anyway a woman who seems pregnant comes in after a few stops.. so I gave up the seat. Haha maybe to redeem myself from the gulity feeling. Anyway after a few more stops, the guy who was sitting beside me alight so I took over and sit down again. Yah another 2 pts.. Wa lao since he is gg to alight soon, WHY CANT he give up the seat? I really cannot get the logic man! o.0 And I really cannot differentiate whether a woman is pregnant or not.. Sometimes it is so ambiguous!! Haha to give up my seat or not? What if she is just bloated or fat?

Yah another update.. 2 more colleagues got job offer liao.. So they are resigning also.. Just a matter of when to give the letter to boss. Wa lao.. that means left me and HD. But HD going interview this wed! ||| As for the rest EB L V, I think they are not so fast bah.. They seems in comfort zone! Shucks I am one of the 5 active ones yet I haven gone for any interviews! Decided to actively apply for engineering jobs liao! Hope this will help me to get a job fast! If my job gg to be engineering, I think I will return to sch next yr! Haha must reg b4 3th Sep for next sem!

And lastly to wrap things up, I am beginning to enjoy tennis more and more! Love the game! It is so interesting and fun! Must practise more to improve so as to rally w partner effortlessly!! So gambatte to myself!!

Revolt!

My friend is gg medical check-up this Friday! He found a new job! Happy for him and at the same time filled with envy!! Finally he got a job he wanted and can leave this place! With him confirming soon, it means 2 out of 15 are on the way out! Congrats guys! And to the other 2 actively interviewing.. good luck! And to myself.. Must not lost out to them! Gambatte to myself in my search!!!

Oh yah my boss just send out an email telling us the company is hiring again. So if we have any friends who are interested can send him their resume. How ironic! Haha..

Yah sick now! shucks so sianz.. Shd take MC but then again if got interviews then I take MC again.. It seems strange to take so many Mcs. So I guess better leave my MC for better use! =p

updates!

Wa headache now!! shucks.. But ok I will fast fast complete my post and go sleep!

Firstly, I relieased that the post in my blogs lately are mostly personality test and complains abt work!! Haha.. means I am trying to find out mroe abt myself?? And I am becoming complaint king liao~

Second thing.. Today damn blur and kok up! Went NUS to play tennis but cancelled cos raining. So was supposed to meet the rest at clementi to eat dinner. Waited for the bus opp YIH.. 95 came first. The next bus came and the rest of the people at the bus stop went to board. I also proceed to board the bus. Went up bus headache so tried to close my eyes and rest. But the bus journey was like taking much too long.. look out of window then relieased WRONG BUS!!! GRASP! On 151. Shit man I also dun rem it was 151 that I boarded.. But then again I dun think I look at the bus number when I was boarding.

KNS.. first time I took a wrong bus!! Haha horlan to somewhere near the SIM liao.. think 2 more stops is SIM. Then I started to WALK in the general direction towards clementi central! wahaha.. quite lihai I think.. brisk walk for abt 15-20mins and finally reached!

OK time to sleep... headache.. urghhh..

My Visual DNA~

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Job checklist

From A's blog:

3 reasons to stay in a job
1. compensations and benefits
2. working environment
3. career advancement


Let me check the 3 pts with my current job..
1. still ok but slightly below average.
2. still ok.. (but cannot "widen social circle" =p).
3. NONE.

So verdict: GOGOGO!!! haha..


If above 3 pts are all meet, stay for 8 yrs? Hmmm y 8yrs??

Personality Profile

Personality Profile

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you. You are the cause of your own problems. Don't be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little.

You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.


Well, first bold point I agree abit.. 2nd one, I always thought I have not much expectations of others.. Just to do the best? I always believe that I cannot expect much from others lor.. It is not up to me leh! 3rd point mah.. OF COURSE! i think same for every1 bah?

update!

SHUCKS!

Still slacking in the same company! Haha 3mths since my new year resolution!
And aim to run marathon is also not heading anywhere!

Anyway, today make 3 calls!

1/ to kah! He started work but think he is gg to quit after 3days at work.
Well he said nto his type of job in mind. IF it was me, I would continue to work and look for job bah.. haha just like what I am doing now. BUt then seems not effective cos I have a job already.. so no sense of urgency!

2/ to my best pal in army. Long time nv keep in touch w him. BUt i guess he is bz cos tok less than 5mins. I just told him another army fren getting married on 2nd June and he is invited. Yah and surprised he has broken up w his gf of 4yrs for 6mths liao. SHIT.. I dun even know that till today.. Hmm losing touch w many frens..

3/ to JOAN! Haha bought a calling card and tried! Well actually haha like everyday also c her online... ANYWAY BUCK UP JOAN and make more frens!

OK time to send one application before I hit my bed!

KIO SAI DAY!

WTF!!

Damn sianz.. totally pissed! so many program zip files with the SAME name in so many different directories! Wa lao how to know which one correct? then even the right now the naming is wrong. !@$%&(&*(^#@%@^

I ask A.. u tok BCDEFGHIKJLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ....

How i Know down wat?U wan know come back c lar! Ppl call u ask... then u gan jiong call me ask..

I also know to try.. Call u is ask u for idea mah!

End up kio sai for others... URGHH!@#$%^&*

STUPID?

!@#$%^&* (complain post)

kns!! Yesterday work till 11PM+!!! I took a cab home BUT FORGOT TO GET RECEIPT!
Aiyoh yoh.. and I still told the driver when I board I want to have receipt!

Ok no receipt then dont claim.. nvm at least got OT money... Take it as using one hour earnings to take cab home.



TODAY: "NO MORE OVERTIME CLAIMS TILL FURTHER NOTICE!" 0.o

WA... =X

SIAO lar.. can only claim time-off.. BUT claim time-off is just pushing back what you supposed to do.. so after time-off come back busier? =.=

Cu Chi Tunnel!

True Colors!

This song was sang by Cyndi Lauper and usd by the Dove commerical now. I guess this commerical should be everywhere.. tv commerical, train stations... the commerical version was sang by Layah Jane..

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow



Europe Version


A slightly different one.




Asia Verson




MUST WATCH for ALL GIRLS!!

So this is how the models in ad comes from...



A Dove film - Girl's self-esteem

Too many things...

I got too many things that i want to blog... First let me begin with the sad one.


On Wed morning on my way to work, I read in the papers and found out that 许玮伦 died from an accident on the 28th in hospital. If any1 doesnt know who is 许玮伦, let me give a brief introduction. She is an actress in taiwan. When I read the news, it was like very sudden and really shocked me. I know that everyday there are ppl who died on the road. But maybe cos she is an actress and I nv really expected such a thing. I am not her fans but she was in papers mostly for her rurmoured relationships. When I first read the headlines I was very very very shocked... suddenly remindered me life is full of unexpecteds.. and it is very very fragile.. suddenly got a huge wave of sadness 涌上心头。。。 Correct chinese words?


Next, today went for appraisal interview. Is it the right term to use? Anyway, quite sianz.. My bosses tell me the score then I "orh orh orh". Very fast finished. She ask me any qns... "No."
Then they begin to tok and tok and tok.. Aiyah I thought would be chop chop and over.. in the end still last abt an hr!


And lastly, Vietnam trip is good! Haha my first time taking a plane! Any1 gg anywhere else can jio me! I want to travel more!

AWAY!!

Going to Vietnam for 4days!

Why gg Vietnam?
To find Viet brides lar~! wooooooooo........

down..

Suddenly felt so old already and nothing accomplished...

1st post for 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Let's hope 2007 will be an even better year for me! ^^